that elusive feeling

it comes and goes like the wind
cold at times
warm at times
sweeping me with it

I wish I knew
where to find it
elusive one it is
hiding far from me

then it would not
be as good
If I could find it
all the time

I found it today
hidden between dishes
and in vinyl records
and in the picture on the wall

activity
is its friend
boredom
is an enemy

light makes it
darkness takes it
when I can't find it
food can make it

oh, where are you
you're never around
when I want you
come back and don't ever leave